I heard your voicemail
I was driving to pick you up in the first place
You never told me where you're hiding I'll test my luck
Our dinner plans changed in the driveway
You shouted out in that one way
You said if I really loved you I'd just get inside
All I can say is thank you for being around
When I couldn't scream on my own anymore
I'm so tired of pretending it was all my fault
I lost myself in you
Well, I lost the both of us
I heard our friends say we were fighting
The whole night it was nothing
We were just playing those board games a little rough
Back in the fifth grade, Mrs. E said to quiet down and sit straight
My head was spinning and I couldn't hear a thing
Do you remember that one time you just held me
I was freaking out over that one thing
That I could always feel but never could explain
We're getting older and you told me
The same lines that helped me
When August was colder, you brewed me a bitter cup
All I can say is thank you for being around
When I couldn't scream on my own anymore
I'm so tired of pretending it was all your fault
Well, I lost myself in you
Even the bad days still make a part of who we are
And I'm not afraid to love anymore
Maybe hurting myself in showing what I'm worth
Is a part of being young
I lost the both of us
