A Very Sad Disturbed Clown Video (MV)

I have spent so much time here
I have truly become worthless
A fleeting and returning coward

Can't stand the reflection of my pseudo-sadness
Why is this shitfest this messed
A vomit of thoughts
A toxic, pretending, fake teardrop
My teeth feel sharper,
My humanity feels weaker
Black cloaks over the whitest skin
Glancing over the majesty of midnight sky

And finally I see
I am here but I don't matter
I wont be submitting to this torture for much longer

Lucifer's double tongued kiss
Ever so prideful
I looked up and never wanted to look down again

How can a fall from no height hurt this much
Guided by the Morning Star