Monom - I Wish Lyrics

I wish I could be everything
That you would want me to be
But I know I can't do anything
Just keep saying no to me
Say no to me

I wish I could be good at this
Then maybe I could leave
I wish I didn't reminisce
So I could bury you underneath

Bury you underneath
Right between the trees
Right where we would meet
Looking down the street
In the summer heat

I wish that you would think of us
Whenever you close your eyes
I wish we'd get hit by a truck
What a heavenly way to die
By your side

In the next life we will fly
Bottle rockets cross the sky
Tiny sockets hold our eyes
In fantasies that I disguise

In the next life we will fly
Bottle rockets cross the sky
Tiny sockets hold our eyes
In fantasies that I disguise

Bury you underneath
Lie between your teeth
Right between the trees
Let me be your leech
Right where we would meet
Fake emotions complete
Looking down the street
In the burning heat
In the summer heat

You fly back in a series of colors
Violet green and all the others
Disappearing and then another
Appearing in the form of two lovers
And eventually we'll all be swept into the ocean
A heaving great vertical motion
And all was combined into one great potion
Convenient life without emotion

I wish
That I could be happy
With or without you
I wish
That I could be happy
Could be happy again again