Fade away
You taught me to hate my face
Let it disintegrate
Siphon the blood from my body when i put my hands round your waist
When i see your face I don't know my name
Cuz compared to you what am I anyways
Got my arms laid bare for you hiding the despair from you
If you'll never know then why should I tell you the truth
Why should I tell you the truth?
Will we ever speak again after
All the trust I've undone
Will I ever love you?
Will I ever love someone?
Will someone ever love me?
Even though I see nothing to love in myself
Cuz right now I just wish I could remember
Two years down probably wish I never met her
Clipped her wings just to drag her to the surface
The dichotomy of perfect versus nervous
I stay up at night writing stupid verses
So melodramatic and self indulgent i do it on purpose
Cuz a burden is the only thing i can be
Repeat to myself that no one understands me
Stuck between the thought of you leaving and how I'd perform the
Emotions and fragmented words I could never form
Puzzle piecing cries you would try for the bittersweet ending
But I was too broken and you were too tired to mend me
Fade away
You taught me to hate my face
Let it disintegrate
Siphon the blood from my body when i put my hands round your waist
When i see your face I don't know my name
Cuz compared to you what am I anyways
Got my arms laid bare for you hiding the despair from you
If you'll never know then why should I tell you the truth