There was something strange about the dream I had last night
I wonder if you had anything to do
With those thoughts that I had about us two
I think it's finally time for me to tell you the truth
Walk into our little party
You seem excited to see me
Your smile grows as I approach
It gives me hope
I offer my love letter
But I should've known better
You don't have to say it
Your eyes convey it
But it's okay
Hey, it's just fine
We'll just stay friends if you'd like
It's okay, I'm alright
Let's keep this party going tonight
Hey, it's alright
We can worry about me another time
I won't scream, I won't cry
I'll hold it in 'till I see daylight
Coughing blood in this sick cacophony of sound
The colors clouding my brain are driving me insane
I'll take anything to take away these feelings right now
Procrastinating the pain, intoxicate and refrain
Hey, it's just fine
We'll just stay friends if you'd like
It's okay, I'm alright
Let's keep this party going tonight
Hey, it's alright
We can worry about me another time
I won't scream, I won't cry
I'll hold it in 'till I see daylight
(Hey, Um. Are you okay?)
(Huh? Yeah, of course, why wouldn't I be?)
(You're just not acting like yourself tonight.. at all)
(I am doing amazing. Better than amazing!
Because you know what feels really amazing is getting your heart broken up into a million)
(Hey! Wake up! No, no, no, no, no)
Cats got my tongue in his mouth in my dreams
But it seems this will never be reality
As my vision departs, I'm getting closer to god
Was it all a facade
I see a circle of faces
Their voices are fading
The noises are changing
Their names are erased from my brain
But they're panicking, shouting
I think that they're doubting that I'm gonna make it
But I have to take all the good with the bad
'Cause at least I'm not sad
When I'm wasted and wasting away
I'm okay with the way that I feel
Because nothing is real anyway
Until day, if I may, I will say
Hey, it's just fine
We'll just stay friends if you'd like
It's okay, I'm alright
Let's keep this party going tonight
Hey, it's alright
We can worry about me another time
I won't scream, I won't cry
I'll hold it in 'till I see daylight