Mania Lowe - Love You Lyrics

Distorted
I'm a distorted f*ck
Mind so absurd
It runs a muck
My petals detached
The thorns exposed
Don't touch my love you'll bleed
Everybody knows
I'm a freak
Building up a barrier of the bleak
Monolithic structure
Where only jagged edges meet
It's oblique
Try to rest on me you'll slide off to your knees
I surrendered my heart
And now it's yours to forever keep
Because I'm weak, because I'm numb
Because I'm boring, because I'm dumb
Because I'm ugly, because I'm a mess
Because I'm dependant when somebody shows interest
I craved your desire, I fuelled off your want (yeah)
I gave to inspire, and then you f*cked me right off (why)
You chewed up my beauty then you spat out my disgust
You burnt whatever suited me, and then diminished my lust
You're kisses repulse me, make me sick to my gut
Stop banging on this door bitch, I'm keeping it shut
(You hate me
Well I hate you too
I hate us
And I hate everything we do)
Our reactions they backlash
In a recoil fashion
Where we punch, bruise and kick and we just keep on slashing
(You saved me)
Yeah yeah
And I saved you too
(And I saved you too)
I saved us
And I saved everything we threw
Our reactions they backlash
And attack what we're lacking
So we keep going back
And fake what just happened
So I'm packing
Yep I'm packing packing packing all I've got
I've got a one way ticket to hell so I can rot
Rot in paradise, rejoice in sorrow
You cut me in half with both parts you borrowed
And I ain't getting em back, you took the bite and you swallowed
You extracted my core
You made me hallow
You made me hallow

Mmmmmmmmm
Love you
Mmmmmmmmm
Love you
Love you

Demented, I'm a demented fool
Tormented by these bitch ass gremlins and ghouls
Intact, compact like a phat pack of wolves
Subtly growling, when the f*ck are they gonna move
I dug this hole, but you poured the concrete
I summoned the demons but you're the one that haunts me
I sharpened the knife, but you slit me
Lugging you on my back, you're so f*cking daunting
I repel
Every girl
Especially lady luck
Though it's over
I'm permanently stuck

Apart of the other ghosts of past lovers
I'm submerged in the sheets, suffocating undercover
I'm ripping you all off me but you're so much tougher
Your claws clinging on to me, 'bout time I f*cking suffer
Screeches flooding my ears, my loneliness absorbs it all
The only protection my tears
Getting infected by you was my only fear
Confusing infatuation with love
Why didn't I learn my lesson dear
But I guess its intrinsic for us to form back to our niches
I was just the fresh meat with a bunch of leeches
Suck suck drawing blood my pain and joy begin to manifest
Shame I don't own repellent yet to kill all you pests
It's f*cking sick when weak people get close it's so incest
I'm sinking in your quicksand I gotta leave this mess
Sinking in your quicksand I've gotta leave this mess

You engulfed me raw
Spat out my heart
Feel me dissolve
Feel us go numb
I engulfed you raw
Spat out my scars
Fill me with hope
Fill us with love
You engulfed me raw
Spat out my heart
Feel me dissolve
Feel us go numb
I engulfed you raw
Spat out my scars
Fill me with hope
Fill us with love

Love You