Mancala - Guilt... Lyrics

A predicament I created in my mind
Have we had enough time to heal
Well, I had never called you my friend
So I don't know just how I'm supposed to feel
A couple weeks must be enough
It only took me eight f*ckin' months
Neither one of us deserves your trust
And you don't deserve it from us
What would I have missed
If I had avoided the weight
Of this kiss
It's different, I know
It's different
I was in the right
It doesn't matter, no
The guilt I hide to steal a boy's life
I'll hold you close and forget it
How strongly I feel his pain
And pity myself in a song
To the melody of the rain
(Oh, is it right?)
It's been a couple weeks
(Oh, is it right?)
I know it doesn't matter anymore
It's okay, he won't know, don't worry
They aren't going to care
He didn't treat you well, anyway
(Oh, guilt I hide)
He must've been over them
It's okay, I want you
He must've been over it
I won't either, no
(Oh)
He never knew
(Oh)
You don't need to feel
Is it wrong that I don't feel
Guilt that I hold in your hands
Will you forget that I exist
Hypocrite, I wish I could forgive
Innocence is being right
And feeling bad about it