Even Kill Video (MV)

I'm waiting here inside my own skin
I'm waiting here and I don't know why
I thought that I could heal from within
But it feels like I'm just picking a fight
And I don't know which side of me is winning or losing
Right now it's a dead even kill
Take it for granted
The life that I'm handed
I'm stuck between heaven and hell
But I want you more than anybody else
I'm waiting here where I let you go
I'm waiting here and I don't know why
I thought that there was no way to know
But now I know my instincts were right
And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing
Right now we're a dead even kill
I took you for granted
I'm sorry I did it
I pushed us both off of the rails
But I want you more than anybody else
'Cause you're the garden I left behind
'Cause you're the garden I, I left behind
I chose to, I chose to, I chose to
And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing
Right now I'm a dead even kill
I took you for granted
I'm sorry I did it
I pushed us both off of the rails
And I got what I wanted but it feels like I'm loosing
Right now I'm a dead even kill
I took you for granted
I'm sorry I did it
I pushed us both off of the rails
I pushed us both off of the rails
But I want you more than anybody else