Your memories in the back of my mind
Heart has been breakin for half of the time
Smokin this weed now to ease up my mind
Always do what you had asked for
Now I pull up in a Jaguar
Tell me what is it you mad for
All the good times that I made you proud I did it all for you
Why is it a battle when I speak to you
Feelin like I'm never really reachin you
Tug of war match that I always win
When I reach out you just wanna pin
All the blamin make me go insane
Burn the memories watch em go in flames
Cuz I can't really live like this
Hearts been sunken in the damn abyss
Smokin cannabis
Your memories in the back of my mind
Heart has been breakin for half of the time
Smokin this weed now to ease up my mind
Always do what you had asked for
Now I pull up in a Jaguar
Tell me what is it you mad for
All the good times that I made you proud I did it all for you
This a letter to myself imma keep it real
I just cried the other day almost popped a pill
Man I lose my brother Jim heart is broken still
Gotta find another way forgot how to feel
I been so numb think I'm under anesthetic
Proceed to do my best but I always feel pathetic
Somethin bout a tragedy it's always so poetic
They say to look for happiness I think I should forget it