Believe it or not, I am giving my best
Even on days when I don't leave my bed
Last year I thought I'd be better off dead
Now all that I feel is a hole in my chest
You see me smiling, but it's nothing inside
Ask me what's wrong, I say that i'm fine
But I don't feel anything, not even pain
I'm afraid that I'm falling back into despair
All these people are making me feel more alone
I don't feel like one of them, I must be a ghost
I feel like I'm just a ghost of myself
Searching for a way out of this bottomless hole
All these people are making me feel more alone
I don't feel like one of them, I must be a ghost
I feel like I'm just a ghost of myself
Searching for a way out of this bottomless hole
I'm tired of waking up with this hole in my chest
I'm tired of waking up when every day is the same
Is there a way to break out of this loop?
Is there a lifeline that I haven't used?
Now I'm colder than I've ever been
I'm just an empty shell of the person that I used to be
I don't know how I'm supposed to feel
All these people are making me feel more alone
I don't feel like one of them, I must be a ghost
I feel like I'm just a ghost of myself
Searching for a way out of this bottomless hole
All these people are making me feel more alone
I don't feel like one of them, I must be a ghost
I feel like I'm just a ghost of myself
Searching for a way out of this bottomless hole

