Kxstxwxy - Otherside (Radio Edit) Lyrics

All the pain inside
Could you help me heal inside?
I just want to die
I'm just [...]
Sick of life
Make me feel alive
Take me to the other side
Tell me pretty lies
Even if it cuts me twice

I know I can't last long I'm trapped in my ways
Scared to heal, 'cause I'm addicted to the pain
I don't want to die, love, but death calls my name
I know I'm not myself, but I don't know who I am
Everyday love, I'm wasting away
I try to stop these demons, but they won't go away
When you're gone, they haunt me
I'm alone, they stalk me
Always in the shadows and at night they talk to me
I'm not worth your time
You deserve better than me
But when I look at the stars, you're all I can see
When I die who is even gonna care about me?
Would you hold me then?
Would you cry again?

All the pain inside
Could you help me heal inside?
I just want to die
I'm just [...]
Sick of life.
Make me feel alive
Take me to the other side
Tell me pretty lies
Even if it cuts me twice
All the pain inside
Could you help me heal inside?
I just want to die
I'm just f******
Sick of life
Make me feel alive
Take me to the other side
Tell me pretty lies
Even if it cuts me twice

If you love me, let me go and I'll be gone by tonight
Love, please don't let me go I'm scared of my suicide
Hella popping pills, since I've been loafing for that high
Starring in the mirror starring into dead eyes
And I can't find a purpose for my Meaningless Life
The apathy inside of me is only getting worse
I need more pills, but I'd rather need a hearse
I'm dead inside I'd rather die than live another verse

All the pain inside
Could you help me heal inside?
I just want to die
I'm just [...]
Sick of life
Make me feel alive
Take me to the other side
Tell me pretty lies
Even if it cuts me twice