[ Featuring Myles Smith ]
Break it down one time for the moment shit
Breaking down your walls darling I'm deconstructing it
Looking through the pictures of our past and I'm losing it
Thinking how you're moving on when I am hardly moving bitch
My heads turning upside down trying to figure it all out
Turning inside out all the wardrobes in our house
Thinking things out loud tryna get my emotions out
Darling won't you come right round so we can figure all this out
I've been screaming out your name like you'll be coming back
Every time I fall asleep I see babe see you running back
Throwing out ideas like I'm Brady playing quarterback
Play it on repeat, yes our playlist I'm getting bored of that
Am I going crazy, thinking if you lied when you said that you loved me
Thinking did you hate me and was it all lies was it all lies
Am I going crazy, thinking if you lied when you said that you loved me
Thinking did you hate me and was it all lies was it all lies
Damn I hope they weren't cause it hurt
Your loves cut me deep like I'm a patient you're a surgeon
You're switching up on me like you're an alien, different versions
Of your being and your person when I think back to our time I see now that you were a burden
To my growth, I'm not sure if I love you or I hate you
Without you would I know, I had naive misconceptions
Of the world, I'm not sure, if I'm addicted to the toxic energy that you show
Or the dreams that you sold
I'm a young man
Ah I feel so numb man
All I know is you can
Play me like a game plan
Ah I feel so dumb that
You run away then comeback
I can hardly fight the
Love I got for you damn
But now I see you
Every inch the real you
The pain you caused it ripped through
My heart I can't forgive you
I'm starting on a new track
I will never look back
Won't let you abuse that
You had my heart and bruised it
