Drop
Phases
Going through them phases
Missin when we talked on an everday basis
Never made your mind, that whole time I was waiting
Now the only time we get together is on our pages
Not what you claimed
Blocked thoughts we would make it
Fought through the shame
Non stop with the blamin
I really hate this
Not used to limitations
Runnin thin on my patience
Damn it I'm so impatient
How things been goin?
Don't even know where to begin
Just to create some distance you told me we'd always be friends
Little did I know that was just the beginning of our end
It's a game I'll never win
Swear I'll never love again
Plenty pretty girls in the world but they nothin like you
Wake up in the morning first thing on my mind is you
Got through all the pain but it just ain't the same without you
Damn it it's a shame only one who really changed was you
Listen when they mention that they feelin low
Missin all them kisses that shit hittin home
Simpin over pimpin I'm not with it bro
Had to start livin my vision
They don't get it though
Never been this f*cked up so much inside my head
My anxiety been f*cked up man I'll rather be dead
Feel like I can't live another day stuck up in my bed
Damn, now I can't even trust her thinkin bout what you said
I sat through my depression and asked a thousand questions
Did I miss your personality and our connection
Or was it just the loyalty, attention, and affection
Do I tend to get defensive for my own protection
Hate inside my heart, step in the room they feel the tension
Stayed alone awhile and found the answers to my questions
All the things I hated boutchu was in my reflection
That lesson was a blessing
Gave the blame a new direction
Lately been actin so crazy but that's not you
So crazy, so crazy
Remember that the only one responsible for how you feel is you
Nobody knows your wealth, cares about your health better than you
No better than, no better than
If you wanna find love first you gotta fall in love with you