Violence, everyday cavalcade
Mindless feelings getting in the way
Seething but welcoming the pain
Anyway it arrives ends the same
Giving in, looking to the edge
Calling out but hearing nothing back
Breathing, exhaling clouds of black
Numbness until the next attack
You don't know what you've done
You're the same as everyone
Mistaking the pain for good ol' fun
Looking for paradise when there's none
Hatred, going out of style
Venting, living in denial
Patience, just wait a while
Masochist, vile with a smile
Sickness, consume the mind
Violate, escape the grind
Dreamer, stars never aligned
Angel, forever maligned