Kobeahshii - Feeling Trapped Lyrics

Ooh, it was the wrong time, oh yeah, it was the wrong time, ooh, it was the wrong time, it was the wrong time, wrong time, ooh

So much pain all in a day, yeah, the feeling's crazy
The ones that love me most might switch up, don't seem to amaze
Battlin' my demons while I'm still tryna fight for my babies
All these thoughts on the daily, I'm prayin' that the Lord come down and save me

Heart torn, can't be the same, Fire runnin' right up out my soul, can't see the flame
Belittled me so much that I don't think you can see the change
Quit actin' like you God, cause if you would, you would see the pain

Ooh, why I feel like it's the wrong time
All these damn years ain't changed, can't feel the storm dying
The fact that I can do it, and end it all in a short time
My soul and demons fightin', so niggas know I'm on war time

Mind racin', can't even settle
Can drop a diamond song and still feel like it ain't even special
Thinkin' bout the things that I done did, gon' get me got
Can't change the plan of God, got my name right up on the schedule

That shit is real, strugglin', hungry, can't split the bills
Cloud above my head, I brush it off like it ain't a deal
Hard to channel my thoughts, bitch, I can't even feel
Overthinkin' bout life, new chains, a bigger deal

Need some new clothes, a new crib, and bigger wheels
Five star, eatin' little portions from every meal
Wake up, look in the mirror, ask yourself, is this really you
Your heart will never lie, I know you feelin' this feeling too

Can't understand, like a book that's never read
Words left unspoken, thoughts left unsaid
A heart full of stories, but no one to tell
Trapped inside this prison, my personal hell

Can't understand, like a book that's never read
Words left unspoken, thoughts left unsaid
A heart full of stories, but no one to tell
Trapped inside this prison, my personal hell

Feelin' lost up in the shadows like the light never shows
Heart is gettin' heavy, burnin' by the weight of my woes
I hope that by the time I'm gone, I took care of all my bros
And my kids is growin' happy with the life that they chose

All these eyes is glancing' over, but they never will see
My soul is cryin' out, hopin' just to be free
Prayin' like I never did before, was workin' on me
But the road is super lonely, and I'm feelin' deceased

Invisible chains, they holdin' me tight
In a world full of love, I don't feel actually right
I was cryin' for some help, but you ain't hear me, alright
Paranoid of my surroundings, please don't keep me tonight

These voices around me, but they never hear
The silent screams I done put out, and all the unspoken fear
Steady walkin' through the crowds, I'm feelin' so damn alone
Like a ghost up in the flesh, in a world made up of stone

Can't understand, like a book that's never read
Words left unspoken, thoughts left unsaid
A heart full of stories, but no one to tell
Trapped inside this prison, my personal hell

Can't understand, like a book that's never read
Words left unspoken, thoughts left unsaid
A heart full of stories, but no one to tell
Trapped inside this prison, my personal hell