[ Featuring St. Wave ]
I want a love like I won the lottery
Even when I can't admit it you're a part of me
I want a love like I never want to leave
I just can't accept you never wanted me
Cnd I want a love like you make it hard to breathe
You make me feel alive
I don't wanna grieve
Cnd I want a love like my heart is always free
I never could accept you never wanted me
You used to be the one that help me find my peace
But now they can't open my heart when you're still holding the key
You're the warden of my cell
C life sentence with no sign of parole
That started as a two to three
But it's better than roaming the streets
I'm institutionalized
I guess it comes as no surprise that I'm used to the lies
I put in the time but you still treat me like I'm still doing the crime
Just cause you got a halo my angel don't mean your not the devil in disguise
Cause even Lucifer had his fall from grace
I may not know what love is but I know what it takes
It's as simple as when your fixing your plate
You grab for two
Back in the day
That kind of love you know that can't be replaced
I think my biggest mistake was thinking that you would choose me
I know, you need me you never want to lose me
Yeah
If that's the case then I'm asking who's he
You didn't fool me once
You fooled me twice
So I guess the fools me
I want a love like I won the lottery
Even when I can't admit it you're a part of me
I want a love like I never want to leave
I just can't accept you never wanted me
Cnd I want a love like you make it hard to breathe
You make me feel alive
I don't wanna grieve
Cnd I want a love like my heart is always free
I never could accept you never wanted me
We used to have a love that was as hot as the sun
Even when I lost I knew that you would never would run
We would make the most of life
It didn't matter my funds
You were someone that made me want to sacrifice the air from my lungs
To give you my heart and my kidney
My soul and my pride
My gut is telling me that if the roles were reversed you're letting me die
I don't get how you could look me in the eye and say that you love me.
I'll never be vulnerable again
I refuse to let you see that I cried
My mind is running a mile a minute
I keep coming back although that I say that I'm finished
You're the reason that I became so afraid of commitment
So say sorry to the next girl I hurt
Cause you're were the one that who did it
I get it
You're not the entire reason to blame
Yeah, it's my fault for thinking you changed
I guess I fell in love with the pain
Cause the thought of losing you
Was worse so I stayed
I want a love like I won the lottery
Even when I can't admit it you're a part of me
I want a love like I never want to leave
I just can't accept you never wanted me
Cnd I want a love like you make it hard to breathe
You make me feel alive
I don't wanna grieve
Cnd I want a love like my heart is always free
I never could accept you never wanted me
I'm baffled at our situation
You my heroine
I never heard you say it
But you treat me like the one
Why would you run
Like Forest Gump
I guess it's fair to say all you wanted was a chump
Everything I am , and everything want
Cnd when you moving on
I hope you stumble across the thought
Of if your really happy or if you scared to risk it all
Maybe i was fantasizing
Never believed in fairytales
Cnd maybe never will
Maybe I'll find love
Cnd maybe i never will
But from the bottom of my heart
I hope you feel the chills
It's exactly how i felt
Cnd how i hope you feel
Maybe it's all a matter of time
Maybe I'm mad
I'm out of my mind
Maybe I'm sad to say that I'm fine
Maybe it's time to leave you behind
Go
You never go
You stoop to low
You never show
Just let go
