Kingnilly - Addicted To Hurting Lyrics

Addicted to hurting
No drugs make me nervous
When I'm out in public I'm slurring
What is my purpose
I ain't been to work in a minute
Guess u could say that I'm worthless
Brain not in service
It's the devil I'm serving
Drank and the Benzos im swerving
These bitches are thirsty
Look in my stomach it's empty
The blood on my wrist told a hoe
Sip it off me
Needa chill of these oxys
I'm toxic, feel boxed in
My body be rotting
The wings on my shoulders are droppin
Hate everybody around me
But all of these bitches are clowning me
Used to be clowning me, they're the ones doubting me
I cut the artery slice, no apology
You cannot look at my face, you cannot even relate
Got me locked up, I'm something that you can't replace

I can see myself, but I can't find a meaning
Lately, I don't even like breathing
Spend my money, take you off my mind
I was broke as f*ck for the time being

Said I hate you, but you cant say it back
You know that I'm stating f*cking facts
Bad decisions, ammunition
In my head until I pass the mission

Cause I'm addicted to hurting
No drugs make me nervous
When I'm out in public I'm slurring
What is my purpose
I ain't been to work in a minute
Guess u could say that I'm worthless
Brain not in service
It's the devil I'm serving
Drank and the Benzos im swerving
These bitches are thirsty
Look in my stomach it's empty
The blood on my wrist told a hoe
Sip it off me
Needa chill of these oxys
I'm toxic, feel boxed in
My body be rotting
The wings on my shoulders are droppin
Hate everybody around me
But all of these bitches are clowning me