It's f*cked up like I can't even really speak my feelings I got to lie to you
In order to keep myself grounded in this shit
(Say I'm fine) If I lie to you I'm sorry
(If I'm straight) It's just what I gotta do
(Deep inside) It's just what I gotta do
Keep that 9
I'm scared of dying
KK
Imma lie to you baby and say I'm fine
When you ask me if I'm straight I swear I'm crying deep inside
So why you think I keep that 9 on me baby? I'm scared of dying
Off the weed can't do codeine my grandpa died off lemon lime
Bitch I'm giving you my pain
Diamonds icey (BOW!) don't make me flood the face
Losing my mind I'm out of time I don't know how much pain that I can take
I'm running fast demons on my ass I hope I can escape
Trynna make it out my city fast before this shit too late
My mama say that she can't recognize me
Kai you high as hell
Call up my demons pain what they supply me I'm they clientele
I gave you all my trust and love
This is my farewell
Packed up my bags and tried to check into that new heartbreak hotel
I throw my hands up I'm starting to feel like this a robbery
You stole my time it's fine, but most of all you stole my heart for me
Kiwane my daddy but sometimes I feel like Brandy fathered me
Wore the same clothes twice a week cause we was going through poverty
I seen a f*ck nigga change up
F*ck the game up
Play yo position
F*ck nigga imma be famous
Leave em brainless
Dumb bitch we winning
Can't put my all into no bitch cause I don't know her true intentions
I know my guys might try kill me I feel it in my intuition
If it's love then show that
Want smoke nigga then we on nat
Chop his waves send shells that's gone send ripples through a nigga dome cap
Ding dong how we leave a f*ck nigga head right at a nigga doormat
Disloyalty ain't in my blood pussy ass nigga no we don't condone that
Imma lie to you baby and say I'm fine
When you ask me if I'm straight I swear I'm crying deep inside
So why you think I keep that 9 on me baby? I'm scared of dying
Off the weed can't do codeine my grandpa died off lemon-lime
Bitch I'm giving you my pain
Diamonds icey (BOW!) don't make me flood the face
Losing my mind I'm out of time I don't know how much pain that I can take
I'm running fast demons on my ass I hope I can escape
Trynna make it out my city fast before this shit too late