I wish that I was nine again
I wish that I was enjoying my f*cking life again
Back when I didn't even care about a high
Back when brushing my teeth was the shit I'd lie about
I wish I wasn't shy again
I wish that I could somehow find my f*cking shine again
Back when I didn't worry 'bout just getting by
Back when the only limit was the f*cking sky above
All these people I don't know
Tryna keep my brothers close
Never used to stress 'bout clothes
Never used to stress 'bout goals
Never used to stress 'bout anything but that's just how it goes
Used to just be scared of ghosts now I'm scared of being alone
Used to think I'd never smoke gas
And now I'm tempted when I see grass
It's kind of fast how this time past feels like it was yesterday I was in gym class
(Let's go)
This is the shit I was told
They said"Live your life and be bold""Don't ever be under control""There's always gon' be pigeons out there stand on your shit never fold"
I'm barely out of high school so tell me why I feel so old
God damn, these times have changed I see it all over my phone
God damn, the world we made I hope it's still here when I'm gone
Can feel we're losing some time and I got no bitch to call mine
It's insane how far that I've come and I still wish that I was nine
I wish that I was nine again
I wish that I was enjoying my f*cking life again
Back when I didn't even care about a high
Back when brushing my teeth was the shit I'd lie about
I wish I wasn't shy again
I wish that I could somehow find my f*cking shine again
Back when I didn't worry 'bout just getting by
Back when the only limit was the f*cking sky above
(Sometimes the urge to do bad is nearly overpowering)