KEDAVER - RAT Lyrics

I'm so tired but can't stop and think when I see her
Broken smile on the way back home
Thought so crowded with thoughts
My brain can't stop and think
Maybe because of wind it blows behind the windows
Engine Rawls like a bastard that drives it
I am lost
Wheels on the asphalt squeak but I gotta go home
Nothing left for me to do but think about you
When I see you again I don't know
But I gotta go home worn down to the bone
Why it feels so wrong when I'm not with her
I'm so f*cking distressed
Drunk cunts on the pavement
Trash on the concrete spilled
Girls laughing their asses off
I am lost
My eyes way too dry to see shit
My bones feel so cracked can't walk
But I gotta earn to keep this shit up
I am lost as f*ck
I can't keep the focus on this shit
Cause I'm way too depressed and dumb
Like this f*cking door
(f*ck)
I got to keep the smile
I've had enough of bad relationships
They were way too dumb
I gave you my shirt and you said
I love some parts of you that's sweet
Isn't it?
Don't stop don't cry
Don't love don't smile
It's all your fault
I'm getting too close to home
But I do t want to leave yet