Kapayja - Livin' Lyrics

Is this really me? Or is it for a scene of a movie?
Is this really us? Is this sex or lust? Am I in a movie
Running around in circles chasing my own tale in a movie
Trying to be different but I'm staying the same as well in a movie
Selfless lies will rot and grind making your teeth loose
Will you drop the act? And meet the truth
Don't put out my light inside it's keeping me alive
So big and so bright despite your whispers in the night
Open credits roll you're living off the dole in a movie
Hear the curtain call call you back for more in a movie
Did you read the score? You could have it all in a movie
Am I really here or am I in a dream? I can't tell and I won't tell
Selfless lies won't cut the ties with your past life
A desert fly wouldn't swallow your pride
Don't put out my light inside it's keeping me alive
So big and so bright despite whispers in the night
Wrap my mind up in twine and I won't fall behind
Step out of line there is more than only getting by