jxdn - A WASTED YEAR Lyrics

I'm just sittin' here all alone
You're probably goin' through my phone
Some days I wish I could disappear
But you're so vain, you'll never know
(So vain, you'll never know)

I don't wanna pretend
We're still friends in the summer
Did you think I'd forget?
I said, "Leave if you wanna"
You told me to grow up
You are down and f*cked up
And now you're gone and I'm here
Another heartbreak and a wasted year

I tried therapy, everything
You said it wasn't good enough
'I suck', is all I hear every day
You're always screamin' out your lungs
And it's just because

I don't wanna pretend
We're still friends in the summer
Did you think I'd forget?
I said, "Leave if you wanna"
You told me to grow up
You are down and f*cked up
And now you're gone and I'm here
Another heartbreak and a wasted year

Cross my heart, one day we'll be dead
No, it's too late, this has to end
We f*cked this up, at least I tried
At least we tried
If we're breakin' up, just don't wake me up
If we're breakin' up, please, don't wake me up

I don't wanna pretend
We're still friends in the summer
Did you think I'd forget?
I said, "Leave if you wanna"
You told me to grow up
You are down and f*cked up
And now you're gone and I'm here
Another heartbreak and a wasted year