JRMGRL - Wildminded Lyrics

Guess I asked for it
I placed a call, got an answer
I didn't think it would go through
Destiny met with the Origin
To the old me, didn't know me yet
I said: you have to die to get in
That's where you would leave me in my dream
No, you weren't ready for it
Now every time you wake you make the same mistake
I guess I'll try back again
I tried to fight it
But I couldn't admit it
Thought I considered it
But I didn't and did it again
Destiny, she must be testing me
While the rest of me rests in peace
God bless you, thirty-three
In the trying times, baby
All I can see is your eyes
Never seen anything quite like it
A Doorway into the sky
In plain sight you hide
Right there, on the Other Side
But baby, I can't go through
Knew that you would be
Standing right next to me
But I can't see you
Knew that you would be
Standing right next to me
But I can't reach you
Guess that answers it
Why a dream repeats that you don't understand
I tried to knock, I tried to push, you'd resist
Crawled through my mind like a labyrinth
Every symbol, every coincidence
Wildminded? I was batshit
Saw the Angel of Death
Pulled a Sword from my chest
Somehow I knew what to do with it
And I knew I had to die
At the Threshold in the neon light
When I saw my dead relatives
It's a monolithic Monomyth
It's a part of our consciousness
Who what where when why we exist
It's tragedy, it's happiness
It's loss and it's manifest
It's whatever comes after this
In the trying times, baby
All I can see is your eyes
Never seen anything quite like it
A Doorway into the sky
In plain sight you hide
Right there, on the Other Side
But baby, I can't go through
Knew that you would be
Standing right next to me
But I can't see you
Knew that you would be
Standing right next to me
But I can't reach you
In these trying times, baby
People out of their minds
Different realities, completely blind
Would you stay here in mine?
Nothing I can say can take away your pain
So baby, come on, let it rain
Knew that you would be
Standing right next to me
But I can't reach you
Who knew this would be our destiny?
Somehow got a hold of you