JR Mason - Smile Lyrics

Pour up a drink and I sip it slow
Roll up a woods 'cuz I love to smoke
Yeah I'm always gettin' high
So I can escape the low
I feel like I'm losing all control
I just wanna be alone
But I hate to feel alone
I gotta stand and face my fears
Tryna hold back all these tears
I feel like I lost it all
That was one hell of a year
Almost gave up on it all
Feel like I slipped outta gear
Still can't believe your gone
You suppose to be right here yeah
I take it day by day
I'm just tryna find my way
I just wanna fly away
That's why I get high out my face
I do not wanna look down
I've been down for too long now
I still can't believe that you gone now

Now I got sunshine
On a cloudy day
And I know better days
Ain't far away
No I don't know how long I can wait
No I don't know what more I can take
I wake up every morning hit the floor and I pray
Pray that I don't break
Ya I'm just tryna keep a smile on my face

I do not care what they want me to be
I'm just tryna do me
Use to be blind to it now I can see
I just gotta be free
I gotta get myself together
I can't live like this forever
I hope things only get better
Promise I'll never forget her
I swear you live and you learn
Mistakes to be made
There's bridges to burn
I'm coming to terms
That if it don't concern me
Then I ain't concerned
Only so much I can take
I already got enough on my plate
I already deal enough with the hate
Talk all they want
F*ck what they say
Ya it's time to focus on me
Become everything that I know I can be
Growing up finally growing on me
I know you ain't here I just hope you can see
I hope you can see

Now I got sunshine
On a cloudy day
And I know better days
Ain't far away
No I don't know how long I can wait
No I don't know what more I can take
I wake up every morning hit the floor and I pray
Pray that I don't break
Ya I'm just tryna keep a smile on my face