Josk - Vent. Lyrics

Be honest with yourself
That's the way you getting help
And the way you gon' excel
And just maybe go rebel
I don't wanna be this way
I don't wanna be ashamed
Of the things that make me great
I just wanna be the same
God, why you put me in the place that I'm in
Don't get me wrong I'm more blessed than a lot of my kin
But I've been wronged by that man with an evilish grin
Long beard, thick neck, and the waist ain't too thin
I been tryna pick on my mind
On how to spend free time
On things I cannot buy
But dawg I cannot lie
This ain't for me, I
Just wanna sit and cry
With someone who's real kind
Will tell me "it's alright"
Will say that I'm real nice
And that I got pretty eyes
And I'm a great f*ckin guy
I don't want you to buy
Some things for me that are nice
I just want some of your time
Tell me all that's on your mind
And we gon' end up fine

Open up like a vent
I just cannot go pretend
That he is forgiven
And that it's not gonna end
I cannot stay this way
I've had too much on my plate
And had too much of the change
Just let me vent here today

Open up like a vent with the truth on
Pain is half off just like a coupon
When I'm with you everything that you saw
Wasn't on you so I go and move on
Get my truth wrong
Get a new song
Came at you like a husky now U-Conn(You gone)
Now I'm flying to the top with my boost on
I always knew you was the roof dawg
I cannot be honest with you unless it's over a beat
I pour my heart out and they go tell me I'm dropping some heat
Appreciated even though they don't get the real mean
Cause I just wanna be great but I can't do that if I'm weak
Gotta be there for you, but here for me too
I wanna be scared for you, but I'm scared for me, and that's scarily truth
I mean I can't really do
All the things that I want to
But I ain't gon put that on you
Even though you there for me too

Open up like a vent
I just cannot go pretend
That he is forgiven
And that it's not gonna end
I cannot stay this way
I've had too much on my plate
And had too much of the change
Just let me vent here today

I been tryna vent for a while
But they run away from me just like the mile
Sad is going out of style
And I just wanna flow like the nile (denial)
I ben going to the top when I'm running up
But what if i drop and it's not enough
But what if I flop while I'm gunning up
Put the gun to my head when I pick it up
I'm running and running and running
I just been cutting and cunning
And I'm just flooded in funding
But I can't fix shit with money
Brothers been gunning with guns and
That's not for me ain't no stunting
I just want someone for loving
Open to wife or husband

Open up like a vent
I just cannot go pretend
That he is forgiven
And that it's not gonna end
I cannot stay this way
I've had too much on my plate
And had too much of the change
Just let me vent here today