Joho - Bitter (feat. Kaylie King & Maxgotthetracks) Lyrics

I know I try
But I can't even lie
I'm not through with you
I go outside
Stare up into the sky
Watch it do what it do
When lighting strikes we all fall down
Even trees when you're not around to hear the sound
And I fell pretty hard and now I'm scarred
And I keep on falling, girl, but now it's apart
Rain falls from the sky aimlessly
But the rainbows after just don't feel the same to me
I guess the opener isn't who we came to see
I know (I know), I know (I know)
Try to hide it but my attitude is plain to see
And I can't go on existing, living angrily
But acting cool with everything just seems insane to me
I know (I know), I know (I know)

Ooh I'm not trying to seem bitter
And I'm doing all I can to forget her
Giving my best fake smile has got me set up to lose
But I'm scared to refuse
Ooh I'm not trying to seem bitter
And I'm doing all I can to forget her
Giving my best fake smile has got me set up to lose
But I'm scared to refuse

I see you there and you don't even care
You're not feeling it too
And I'm wondering how
How can you hurt me from across the room?
I guess to everybody I still look the same
But believe me, baby everything around me has changed
And I'm trying hard to pin it down in this space
But my mind is flying all over the place
I can feel the brazen sky looking down on me
And I've lost my way among the rocks and the weeds
I know you're not the one who has to comfort me
So I'll go, I'll go and let you leave
Maybe if I hadn't started so eagerly
This wouldn't have to end so bitterly
But it's the way that things turned out to be
So I know, I know I'll watch you leave

Sipping, smoking, sleeping
I still see her
I don't need it
I don't want her
I want closure
I feel bitter
This is over
Lost hope, but I ain't lost feelings
Lost my appetite I'm not eating
Lost sleep 'cause I'm not dreaming
Lost everything, I still needed
Sipping, smoking, sleeping
I still see her
I don't need it
I don't want her
I want closure
I feel bitter
This is over
Lost hope, but I ain't lost feelings
Lost my appetite I'm not eating
Lost sleep 'cause I'm not dreaming
Lost everything, I still needed