Johniepee - Better Now Lyrics

You probably think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything oh whoah-oh

Thinking with my heart, I let my head go
Should've kept you relegated to the friend-zone (friend-zone)
Should've listened to the voices in my head though
But ignoring, I'm exploring, what's my head know anyways?
Nothing! Im tugging I'm pulling away
Tell you I love you and lie to your face
Playing with fire but you're finding that J
Is writing at night, never time of the day
Put you second to the music I know I should've been better
I blew it, I couldn't keep it together so never again will I ever endeavour
To juggle something that I never really truley ever wanted to happen up in the first place

Now she's calling, calling, calling, calling (I can hear my ex calling)
Broken, got her crawling, crawling, crawling, crawling
(Don't know why my ex calling?)
Sorry you were falling, falling, falling, falling
(Why the f*ck my ex calling?)
I should've never let you into my head

You probably think that you are better now, better now
You only say that 'cause I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything
You know I say that I am better now, better now
I only say that 'cause you're not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down, let you down
Woulda gave you anything, woulda gave you everything oh whoah-oh

I was wondering what it's gonna take
You should've listened and just walked away (Listened and just walked away)
Now that book is closed you've gotta face
I'm feeling better you ain't in myspace
Cos you ne-ver, listened to me, you were tripping you see
You Ignoring the warnings, whenever I speak
You know nothing jon snow, how you trying to preach
We are broken you know it, can't fix in the sheets
I'm fine with the juggle, could've if I wanted to
The struggle wasn't with the juggle, it was putting up with you

I promise girl that you'll be better now, better now
Get it together cos I'm not around, not around
You know I never meant to let you down
Let you down
Couldn't give you anything, couldn't give you everything
Cos now I know that I am better now, better now
I found my only and she holds me down, holds me down
I wish you well and hope you're smiling now, smiling now
Couldn't give you anything, couldn't give you everything. oh whoah-oh-oh

Our Father in heaven
Forgive me my sins as I forgive those that sin against me
Amen

I'm praying to god
Never counting the sheep
Too many people are counting on me
Been wide awake while I'm chasing my dreams
But so many questions are coming to me like

Will I fall?
Will I fly?
Heal my soul
Fulfil my high
Cross my heart
And hope to die
With my slice
Of Devil's pie

Yeah! I know that it's difficult
I'm living a dream and I'm moving so pivotal
Ain't copping your shit at all
Feet pounding the street but I live in the citadel, killing so often they calling it criminal
Found me a Queen who been hiding, I give it all, to her, I wanna, she part of a bigger whole
Cheers for the lesson, I'm blessed now she get it all
Count it up, Count it up, the ways I'm the moving, they wanna slice
In enamered with music I wanna write
Dealing with damages, scribing it, I wonder why
Wonder why, I was dealt cards and only
Stead of be sinking on regular, pumped and floating
Never been checking, they quiet, say sup to Rone'
Imma dive in this bitch, never just stuck my toe in. What?