I lie awake Trying to find a quiet place for my mind to race
And though it's dark, I know the sky is gray The girl I want won't give me the time of day
So I focus on the fact I might've died today So involved with what I'd like to say
A broken heart to dignify my mistakes You made excuses for my violent traits?
I watch my life decay at the highest rates Waiting for a sign from space
Just to tell me that it's fine to date I got an innate way of putting girls through livin' hell
It could be ten dates, I need to learn to live myself
At least I know to never let them lie to me The drugs won't help me ever put my mind at ease
I swear to God, I got so many sights to see
Life is a gamble, maybe you could roll the dice for me
I fight the law, but the law's still fighting me
Thought that I would get away, but that's where they indicted me
Now I'm paying fines and it's too high of a price for me
Even when you tell the truth, no telling what they might believe
They just wanna throw me in and then hide the key
Most live on the surface, but you can find me right beneath
And when I'm locked away, I really hope you write to me
Even though I couldn't survive, this put the life of me
Even if I sacrifice my belongings with bribery
Planet Earth still wouldn't have enough time for me
Looking out my window, I see so much rivalry
And everyone else just standing there idly
I wanna fight the system and rise up mightily
So many sights to see, and all of them igniting me
So many sights to see