JADOM - Still Alive Lyrics

I woke up to my surprise
Breathed in and opened my eyes
I don't know if time's on my side
All I know is I'm still alive

All I know I'm still alive
I'm still alive
All I know I'm still alive
I'm still alive

I wanna shed this skin and bone
Fresh start strange home
I wanna kill the quiet pain
Complete delete
Clean slate

Believe me I didn't write this down with much pride
Right about now the words were burning my eyes
I woke up April 24th and didn't want to survive
I hope you never have to wonder if you wanna be alive

It doesn't matter how and it doesn't matter why
But I chose to say hello instead of saying goodbye
You truly never know what tomorrow will find
So if you ever wonder please don't say goodbye

Just hold on, put this song on, slow your breath down
F*ck the drama do anything that you
Wanna do hitchhike to Peru ride a llama
Steal a canoe paddle down to the Bahamas if you wanna

All I'm saying is there's so much in life
Even if you can hang on one more night
Hug yourself hard and hold on tight
Love yourself enough to say I'm still alive

All I know I'm still alive
I'm still alive
All I know I'm still alive
I'm still alive

I wanna shed this skin and bone
Fresh start strange home
I wanna kill the quiet pain
Complete delete
Clean slate

All I know I'm still alive
I'm still alive