Jadedskye - Thread of Hope Lyrics

There's a shadow in the silence I can feel it growing cold
Every step I take feels heavy like I'm walking on my soul
I've been counting every heartbeat like a clock that's moving slow
But no matter how I fight it there's nowhere left to go
I wear the weight like a scar unseen
I'm breaking apart but I keep it clean
The world keeps turning while I fall behind
A prisoner to the chains I find
Suffering runs through my veins
A river of pain that I can't contain
I'm drowning in the storm can't see the light
But I keep on breathing though it don't feel right
Suffering it's all I know
A silent scream that I don't show
But I'll hold on tight to this thread of hope
Even if it breaks I'll learn to cope
The nights are never-ending and the days just bleed away
I'm tangled in the memories they keep pulling me astray
The mirror shows a stranger with a face I used to know
But the cracks are getting deeper and I'm sinking with the flow
I wear the mask but it feels so thin
Hiding the darkness crawling in
I reach for hands that aren't really there
Lost in the wreckage of my own despair
Suffering runs through my veins
A river of pain that I can't contain
I'm drowning in the storm can't see the light
But I keep on breathing though it don't feel right
Suffering it's all I know
A silent scream that I don't show
But I'll hold on tight to this thread of hope
Even if it breaks I'll learn to cope
The scars I hide are maps of the war inside
Every wound a chapter I can't deny
But maybe one day I'll find the strength to rise
From the ashes of my tears and the endless lies
Suffering runs through my veins
A river of pain that I can't contain
I'm drowning in the storm can't see the light
But I keep on breathing though it don't feel right
Suffering it's all I know
A silent scream that I don't show
But I'll hold on tight to this thread of hope
Even if it breaks I'll learn to cope
I'll learn to cope I'll learn to heal
Even when the pain is all too real