There's a pressure rising in my mind
A silent storm a ticking time
Echoes pounding behind my eyes
A heavy weight I can't disguise
The fog creeps in stealing my light
A dull ache grows through the night
I try to breathe but it's pulling me down
A sinking tide where I might drown
I'm spinning I'm falling
The world blurs the pain's calling
Every pulse a thunderclap
A cruel reminder there's no way back
I'm fighting I'm breaking
But this load keeps overtaking
The walls close in I'm out of tune
Praying for relief beneath the moon
Shadows dance in my narrow view
Bright lights burn they cut right through
The nausea rises the vertigo spins
A war within my fragile skin
A fainting heart a trembling hand
A map of pain I can't withstand
Fingers numb a ringing tone
A body failing on its own
I'm spinning I'm falling
The world blurs the pain's calling
Every pulse a thunderclap
A cruel reminder there's no way back
I'm fighting I'm breaking
But this load keeps overtaking
The walls close in I'm out of tune
Praying for relief beneath the moon
Is there a fix or just delay?
Will this shunt hold or slip away?
The pressure builds it takes control
A battle raging in my soul
I'm spinning I'm falling
The world blurs the pain's calling
Every pulse a thunderclap
A cruel reminder there's no way back
I'm fighting I'm breaking
But this load keeps overtaking
The walls close in I'm out of tune
Praying for relief beneath the moon
Will they hear me if I cry?
Will they see the tears I've dried?
This fragile thread begins to fray
As I watch the night steal day
But I won't fold I won't concede
Through this pain I plant the seed
I'm spinning I'm falling
The world blurs but I'm still calling
Every pulse a thunderclap
But I won't let this hold me back
I'm fighting I'm breaking
Yet my strength is overtaking
The walls might close but I'll break through
And rise again beneath the moon
There's a fire left a final stand
Even if they don't understand
This broken body this heavy tune
Will find its light beneath the moon