Jack Apk - Am I Lyrics

Am I
Still here waiting for you
To come back into my arms
Still here waiting for you, begging for you
To run back into my heart
And I still can't tell the difference
Between love and obsession
Cause I feel like I'm obsessive
And your love feels so destructive
Am I a mess or am I just a test subject
Am I like your failed test subject cause
You kind of threw me out, like I am a mess
Ironically
I don't think that anything hurts more than being left
Left behind without no explanation ,you know?
Damn I feel like I'm-
Losing feelings I'm numb
I can't remember the last time I
I fell in
Love
So will you run back to me baby
Will you come back to me baby
Oh won't you tell me
Tell me baby
Won't you come back to me
But I get it, I'm unstable
And I get what do I even bring to the table
Love and affection was not enough for you
You wanted something different I can sing for you
I'm over this thing of only being friends, I don't want to be friends
I guess it's over