J Lev - I'm Back Lyrics

Mean the world to me when my girl tell me that she proud of me
Do this shit for every muf*cka whoever doubted me
Writing down these raps I gotta these demons outta me
Said anytime I need you you'd be there don't you lie to me
I been going through a lot of shit... can't quit I'm not a bitch
If you was in a hole I'll lend my hand and pull you out the shit
And no matter tough shit gets
Keep going don't you ever quit
Mix frankincense w/ peppermint
Something you could never get
Its bittersweet cuz Nipsey won a Grammy but he died
Cuz people never get the flowers while they still alive
Better stop wasting time
Cuz any day can be yo time
So I'm really on my grind
Man I'm coming for what's mine
Anxiety creeping in at night cuz all these thoughts that's on my mind
A lot of shit be different if I could go back and rewind
Dawg I Tried to make a hook like a thousand f*cking times
And All I keep coming up is more is f*cking rhymes
Been on working myself man I'm back up on my shit again
All this f*cking grinding got me tired like I'm Michelin
Focused on self discipline
This game bout positioning
I'm taking all initiative
You hear but you ain't listening

They say they want the old me, well I'm back muf*cka
A real friend will always have your back muf*cka

They say pain is temporary
Well life is even shorter
Still In shock how we lost Kobe Bryant and his daughter
It's f*cked cuz people really out here dying every day
And If you not no celebrity you never get no praise
2020 is the year that I'll be Practicing retention
Love talking bout the shit that they don't ever wanna mention
Pops said only 6 more years till he get his pension
But your life could change directions
Could be gone at any second
But it's no more bad days just a couple bad moments
Was in the mirror this morning stared right at my opponent
Told him I the one that's chosen
Through these words that I've spoken
27 still I'm growing
Hating shit I can't condone it
Was the star f*cking player to really sitting on them bleachers
Know the game from all angles listen up let me teach ya
Before you judge that man put yourself up in his sneakers
This 5th f*cking they still ain't ask me for no features
Cuz They sleeping on my shit go take ya nap muf*cka
It's not the situation its bout how you react muf*cka
You listening to them but all they shit is cap muf*cka
Real shit... Why you think I rap muf*cka
They say the want the old me... well I'm back muf*cka
A real friend will always have your back muf*cka