J2H - AV Lyrics

And I really hate the fact that I went and got attached
Now I'm looking at the past while my foot is on the gas
I'm tryna move fast maybe I can just rewind
To the days I first met you and stop me on my time
I know it must hurt and I'm sorry for the time
Put tears in my eyes and I wish that was a lie
Cuz shit really hurts just know you on my mind
But we know it's for the best so why would I try

If I know it hurts you to be right by my side
Why would I stay around if I cared for your mind
Our eyes couldn't meet maybe it wasn't our time
Ties have been cut and i don't see a climb
And I'm waking up today telling me I'm fine
This pain that I caused be healing real slow
At a loss of these words but I didn't want to go
Opposites don't attract so it's natural we collide

Hoping we could mix like lobster and some wine
But f*ck imma miss it when you tellin me you shy
I looked into your eyes with a smile on my face
Pretty girl Pretty face with my hands around your waist
I know i'll be straight but f*ck it whats next
I'll take a couple shots with no chaser to the face
Remember all the drives with your hands on my face
Made me feel warm yea they made me feel great
Tears on my face as i'm writing up this grace
Imma miss those long nights that never took place
Just know I really wanted but I just couldn't change
Cuz I'm fighting with myself and I'm not first place
It sucks that I left when I was second place
I needed some help and it felt like you was there
Na f*ck is you saying I knew you was there
But i couldn't hold tight and I just let go

I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right
I was happy with your heart
Were you happy with mine
If I could really change
Would you change your mind
Give me a new chance
Last one for my life
I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right
I was happy with your heart
Were you happy with mine
If I could really change
Would you change your mind
Give me a new chance
Last one for my life

When you was holding me didn't wanna let go
Real long tight hugs when you held me real close
I felt your affection and I never got more
But it's all in the past so I gotta let go
And as much as I wanted I couldn't help you no
Vices that you carried that you didn't wanna own
And i wanted to imagine a life with your goals
But I won't be around not even as a ghost
I'm too far away from spirits and you know
Well maybe one day I'll meet the holy ghost
Seems now I'm late well what a f*cking shame
I wanted you around your what I miss most
Your strong loose grip when you'd grab and let go
Just to grab them right again and then let go
Time that you gave me I appreciate the most
Really had a chance and all I did was blow
Tell me that you miss me man I felt like J Cole
Butterflies in my stomach shit was feeling really close
But my biggest fear was hurting you my dear
And being who I am it was naturally gon happen
So imma really miss us both but I gotta let go

I know I'm not wrong but i know I'm not right
I was happy with your heart
Were you happy with mine
If I could really change
I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right
I was happy with your heart
Were you happy with mine
If I could really change
Would you change your mind
Give me a new chance
Last one for my life
I know I'm not wrong but I know I'm not right
I was happy with your heart
Were you happy with mine
If I could really change
Would you change your mind
Give me a new chance
Last one for my life