It's Kei - Never Be the Same Lyrics

Yeah, It's Kei (Nothing but pain man)
Swear it's hurt up in the game man
Shit'll never ever be the same man
It'll never be the same man
I put my trust in a lotta niggas
Guess that was the wrong move
Took a lotta L's but I'm still acting like I don't lose
Ain't no killer but don't push me
They keep pushing but I won't move
Keep pushing me the wrong way
Ain't no telling what I'm gone do
Keep pushing me the wrong way
Ain't no telling what I won't do
Can't tell 'em not to do it
Only do what you tell 'em not to
So I started pushing myself
Nigga I got to
Cause I don't expect no one else to say "I got chu"
I got me if nobody got me
I'm usually forgotten
That's my F.A.M
They Forgot About Me
Hard for me to copy
Hard for me to process
All this shit that's goin' on
And all this shit that's goin' wrong
I just had to get right
With all this fire that's inside me
I just had to ignite
I shine bright in the night
Just don't go in the light
I had a lotta niggas leave me
Now they nowhere in sight
It was wrong when them niggas left
That's why I started to write
I was tired of gettin' beaten
So I started to fight
I put the football down and I grabbed me a mic
Now when I'm rappin' on these beats
They be sayin' I'm nice
But nice guys finish last
These other niggas aight
They all cap
And you niggas just give in to the hype
I'm just waiting to takeoff
But they rescheduled my flight
I really do this shit for my lil bro in the sky
These other niggas ain't my brothers
They just bro's in disguise
Wayne's world tatted on me
Man that shit make me cry
Wayne's world tatted on you
I don't really know why
I ain't even get to say my goodbyes
So Ima say see you later
Make sure you leave a spot by your side
Shit'll never be the same
Alotta things had to change
My kids'll never meet uncle Dewayne
That's a different kinda pain
You niggas won't understand
Niggas want me to explain
I'm doin' it the best I can
My nephew think he spiderman
He lost his Uncle Ben
Now I gotta step in and be that Uncle Ben
Attitude on f*ck a friend
I lost my brother
These niggas don't comprehend
If you really loved the nigga
Why you never said it then?
If you really loved the nigga
Why you waited till the end?
A couple things I coulda said before he left
I understand
But how the f*ck I'm posed to know
I wouldn't see that man again
How I'm posed to know I wouldn't be able to speak to him again
Huh?
Nothing but pain man
Swear it's hurt up in the game man
Shit'll never ever be the same man
It'll never be the same man
A lotta pain, a lotta hurt
I seen my brother in a hearse
I got my brother on a shirt
They got my brother in the dirt
Daddy told me after work
Since then, ain't been to church
The way that I been actin' lately
They say I got it the worst
Since my brother left this Earth
I've been tryna cover the hurt
I think I'm broken
Cause every time I try
It don't work
Wish it was some way we could reverse
The shit we did before it occured
Wish we coulda made some turns before we scurred!
Right into the worst
Nothing but pain man
Swear it's hurt up in the game man
Shit'll never ever be the same man
It'll never be the same man