There are moments when I'm reminded
How much I think of you
All the little things you do
I've so much love for you
I know I should, be much better
Than I could ever be
Moving past the obstacles
Placed in front of me
For all the time that we spend together
We're still drifting apart
As I watch you, what you're becoming
It brings tears to my heart
Standing on the edge looking down at myself
I question everything that I've ever felt
Trying to be tough in the face of it all
Even when it feels like it's not enough for you
You keep slipping through my fingers
I hear the silence shout
I can't imagine who you'll be 10 years from now
I've always tried to be much stronger
Than I could ever be
All this time that's passing by
It never waits for me
For all the time that we spend together
We're still drifting apart
As I watch you, what you're becoming
Brings joy to my heart
Standing on the edge looking down at myself
I question everything that I've ever felt
Trying to be tough in the face of it all
Even when it feels like it's not enough
Struggling with the changes how they happen so fast
Looking for solutions that will never last
Trying to remember how I used to be
Before it all changed and there was only you
I'm always competing between two sides of trying and being
It keeps distracting me from who I really want to be, want to be for you
For all the time that we spend together
You're always in my heart
As I watch you, what you're becoming
It's tearing me apart
Standing on the edge looking down at myself
I question everything that I've ever felt
Trying to be tough in the face of it all
Even when it feels like it's not enough
Struggling with the changes how they happen so fast
Looking for solutions that will never last
Trying to remember how I used to be
Before it all changed and there was only you