Hundro - crankyy Lyrics

I ought to practice patience
Still filled up with a lot of angst
Get the reps in gather all your strength
An attempt is all it takes
Message in a bottle
Don't know the destination but I'm on the wave
Tough act to follow
Need a tall glass to drink
I got A's on my grades now I probably need AA
Need an Oxycontin need a crank
Need a kick that can kill me like Pele
Need an operation on my brain
It got Messi playing you like a soccer game
I was to blame but you're also insane
I guess that we'll never cooperate
Time to duck away and save face
What I'm saying is individualistic
The bigger picture is still missing
But talk is cheap 'til there's social change
It's obsolete melodically out of vocal range
I fought demons time to conquer beasts
Until they're all deceased 'til there's no remains
It's open season it's a closed case
With an open casket and a stone face
Still remained a student of my own game
Can't be proclaimed as a protege
Critically acclaimed critiqued and shamed
Can't be everybody's everything
I don't plead for thanks just bleed pain
Seeking serenity
Sweet sweet serenity
Can I find peace in this serenade
Can't find my own meaning I play charades
I try by any means necessary
To finally feel complete
Bottom line I'm just me
I am alive and I breathe
Out from under the concrete
I rose like a zombie
I'm crawling I creep
This new lease on life is like licensing beats
Through a grind it could provide all that I need