howdai - hope Lyrics

Hope is like a willow
Bowing to the wind
Of a barren hillside

Hollow like a ghost
Longing, all alone
That's how I survived

You that I would cry for you
You know that I would bleed for ya
Reached out in my dreams for ya

Sometimes hope it lets go
Lived too long without you
I'm getting too tired

Hope is like the sun
I thought you were the one
Circle you for life

Orbit you with distance
Hoping you would notice
That star by your side

Screamed out in the dark for ya
Hold out all my life for ya
Wasn't that enough for ya?

Found out when you got close
Burned like hell to hold on
The price was too high

Praying, come save me
Lost in thought and caught in drought
I'm wasting

Golden days seemed
Clouded in haze
But I'm awakening

And now all I see
I'm all I need
And now all I see

I hear voices in the echos
Telling me to let go
Maybe it's time
Baby it's time

Returning from the trenches
Dreams turned into ashes
But this time I'm rising
A phoenix is rising

You know that I cried out for ya
You that I would die for ya
Reached out in my dreams for ya

Screamed out in the dark for ya
Hold out all my life for ya
Wasn't that enough for ya?

Now I'm just tired
The hope is a'dying
Now I'm done trying
Now I'm done trying