Hizaiah - Perfect Me Lyrics

Do you realize I came from ghetto
My momma, I'm all she had
I've been thuggin' it to make it better
But no matter how much I try, seems like ain't do it right
My heart full of pain, you can feel it in my voice
Sometimes I feel like I'm fighting battles I can never win
I got fake nigga around me, hate and jealousy
They don't wanna see me winning
If you can't pray for me, don't prey on me
If you can't let me win, just let me be
Late night, I can't go to sleep
I've been searching for it, perfect me
I try let the pain go, pretend to be okay
But anytime I shut my door, can't even close my eyes
I tried so many times, but I can't help myself
Every f*cking night, all this pain keep coming back
I was walking in the rain, no destination
No place to call my home
I need some help, I seek some help
My nigga left, yeah I'm on my own
So many times I wanna cry, to ease the pain I'm feeling inside
But my eyes really dry, so I do ask myself what the f*ck is happening
I see my mama suffering, I can't help it's really hurting me
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh, ah
If you can't pray for me, don't prey on me
If you can't let me win, just let me be
Late night, I can't go to sleep
I've been searching for it, perfect me