Man I come to the mic, to relieve the mind
And I try so hard but I never find
How to bridge across, all that I divide
Now the hearts so cold and I never cry
Till a line hits home when I make an anthem
Words so deep they don't understand em
I just spill my guts and I throw a tantrum
But still they think that the words are random
I don't write cuz I wanna be accepted
I just write all the feelings I neglected
Bring me in just to feel protected
Then throw me out, now I'm disconnected
Can't trust no one cuz they don't trust me
Effort and trust are a two way street
I'm giving my all but I'll never see
If the image I had's even meant to be
Now the heart picks up they're eyeing me
I'm running from the pits of anxiety
I'm takin' my stress pretty violently
Cuz I can't stand life in sobriety
Drowning in the tears that are you and I
Am I ok? maybe you decide
Now every night thinkin do and die
And I chase these thoughts of my suicide
These demons creep in a lonely head
If life's so great I'm already dead
I held this back cuz I knew they'd judge
Now it's off my chest I ain't got no love
Cuz the hearts so cold but they don't replace it
Take my trust and they go erase it
Got no friends not a one to save it
And I try so hard but I'll never face it