Here I am
On the rooftop again
In the middle of the night
No particular reason other than
To get the attention of Amazing Grace
I forgot the melodies of my songs of faith
And I feel nervous, out of control
I feel this is the best that I know how to do
And I know it's not right
It's not enough to make it through the night
I feel lonely, and I'm always sad
I feel I've given more than I should have
And now I want to take it back
There are some things that you can't ask for from me
I feel worthless, frozen in time
And I long for a place to hide
And I can tell this won't be enough
Imposter of this royal blood
And still, there's a part of my mind
That believes in a God who is kind
And if I can trust my memory
You've always been listening
So if you're not upset with me
Help me remember why I believe in you