Grossegrime - nostalgia Lyrics

I'm sick of downin' this vodka
I can't get around all my problems
With my head in the ceiling
I sit with the feeling
Now i'm gettin' nuanced nostalgia
My hate has been patiently plottin
With all of our memories forgotten
Now none of it matter
I'm stuck on this ladder
I pray that this rope isn't rotten
Put my peace in a jar like it's good weed
I'm nothin' that somebody else need
I'm faded and stagnant
My ribcage been ravaged
You left me to bleed, I just wanna leave
I stood up for you, but i'm back on my knees
Well, nobody stood up for me
Now i'm just like my father
And i shouldn't call her
When i'm in this nuanced nostalgia
And we used to laugh 'bout the past but i
Just want it back and i don't know why
Cause i couldn't fool ya
But i'll never call ya
Regarding this nuanced nostalgia
I wish that i never met her
She jus wanna f*ck and i let her
Got my face 'tween her thighs like my jaw on the curb
When she said my name it's your voice that i heard
Sometimes i think that it might be
That you never really did like me
If i do this for you would you weep at my tomb?
Cause i swear that it's true
Only dying for you
I'm dying for you
Stay alone in my room
Where there's no room for two
But i hope you come through
Cause i need you now more than ever
And i been here too long, live forever
We used to laugh 'bout the past but i
Just want it back and i don't know why
It's like aerodontalgia
The world gettin' smaller
I take off your nuance, nostalgia