I'm winding up to wind it down
It's always there, I can't get it out
I grind it up to grind it out
It's so unfair and I'm full of doubt
I don't understand
A thing about the future, no
I don't have a plan
I'm such a loser now
You won't understand
The way that I'm feeling, no
I don't need a hand
I'll talk to the ceiling
I wanna leave
There's no reprieve
No solace here that can comfort me
I gave my all
It's not enough
I swear I'm god of just f*cking up
I don't understand
Why I can't keep it together, no
I don't have a plan
For this change in the weather now
You won't understand
But I swear it's for the better, no
I don't need a hand
I swear I'm doing better now
I know it's my fault
I swear it's for the better, no
I know I'm all wrong
I swear I'm doing better now
I know it's my fault
I swear it's for the better, no
I know I'm all wrong
I swear I'm doing better now
I know it's my fault
I swear it's for the better, no
I know I'm all wrong
I swear I'm doing better now
I swear I'm doing better now
I swear I'm doing better now