I will disintegrate
It's an overlay of certain shades
Of ivory twisting through the grey
It permeates my heart
I am disintegrating
Post-haste, I'm quickly fading
Day by day, when night is breaking
I will fall apart
I have disintegrated
All I've been is all I hate and
This existence is overrated
I cannot go on
I will disintegrate
My love gives way, turns into hate
Am I here too soon, is it too late?
The saddest part is yet to come