I did it for pleasure
At least that's what I said
And it gave me a reason
To get out of bed
I did it to remember
I know I did and yet
I ended up doing it
Mostly to forget
I did it with precision
And a sculptor's touch
It was never too little and
It was never too much
I did it with friends
And lovers I've known
When I was abandoned
I did it on my own
A nurse with a wound
Dressed my affection
I was in her hands
Or wished I was
I have to see you
One more time
Everything we missed
I think it still exists
Have to see you again
One last time
Everything we missed
I think it still exists