I close my eyes and I hear you out
You've had your foot on my head
But I just sigh and let you in
Like it's not my own head
But I feel myself ignoring it and acting like it was my idea
Feel it rising up in me
Now it's just too hard to hold it in
I want it bad, it bares it's skin
I can't help but follow after
I need it and it needs me
"Just one more night, then I'll be free"
I can't stop lying to myself
I take this bitter seed in my palm
And light the lust of man in my chest
I could swim or roll or walk out in the rain
But it's too late, it will grow
Now it's just too hard to stop myself
