Gil - My Life Lyrics

I can't explain this feeling that im on now
When it's time to shine, you best not fall now
I can't explain this feeling that im on now
I just hope you understand

That nothing that i've done is intentional, we're all human
Can't blame nobody else, i blame the drugs ive been abusing
Nowadays, everybody feeling like they useless
Look at my mommas eyes and i remember who i do it for

Cause my daddy went and left us when we needed him the most
The man i used to look up to done quickly turned to ghost
I'm tired of all the runaround, im tired of all the jokes
Out here praying for a miracle, im holding on to hope

Cause not too many of my people never had a chance
I do this for the ones who couldn't execute the plan
Last one in attendance but i always gave it all
I love all my brother, just please dont hesitate to call

Lately ive been on my own, looking back at my old life
Enjoying my peace of mind, tired of seeing them bright lights
Made me realize all them cars and the cold ice
Don't come with you to the grave so leave a past that's gon change the way of life

I can't explain this feeling that im on now
Lights on, it don't matter if its a small crowd
Fight hard, it don't matter if its the last round
With hard work comes great results

I came to my senses, i knew that i needed to step it up
Too many around me leeching, knew i had to cut em off
They taking up so much energy, my chakras been acting up
So much love i have for em yet theyre the ones f*cking me up

Can't believe i let these niggas get away with it
I gave them everything i got and they ain't thank me for it
Had to pave my own way cause they won't do the same for me
They painting different pictures, id give them a whole story

Throwing dirt around my name, gon bring you niggas some havoc
Got niggas that run up on you and turn your block cinematic
Never been with the talking, my brothers come with some action
It's only us til the end, never worried about any trouble

My duffel been getting heavy, i'm hoping this shit don't end
My momma worried about me and this lifestyle that i'm in
Just cause im not in the scene, don't mean im not in the mix
Just hope the money im getting could repent me from my sins

I can't explain this feeling that im on now
Lights on, it don't matter if its a small crowd
Fight hard, it don't matter if its the last round
With hard work comes great results