Gants Hill - Your Martyr! Lyrics

You don't know how I feel like a hamster on a wheel
Running circles round and round never make up any ground
Trapped here so surreal I don't know how to deal
The picture so clear just an illusion now I fear
I'm stuck here in a void I've become so paranoid
Is it me is this real is that the needle I can feel
Pierce my skin oh so cold now my heart begins to slow
Breathe in close my eyes middle fingers to the sky

Thunder deafens me now and the voices start to chatter
Rain falls with no mercy drowning out all the things that matters
Clouds become so dark now making shadows even darker
When the storm clouds fade out I will never be your martyr

There I stand killing time chasing demons in my mind
This nightmare is now clear the crystal ball has cracked it's sphere
No scenes to predict one last time now this is it
Take all I have endured this is a sickness with no cure
Face to face with my fears devils work must disappear
Bruises scars broken bones the pain of feeling so alone
Emotions once held high empty feelings don't say why
Deep breath in close my eyes middle finger to the sky

Thunder deafens me now and the voices start to chatter
Rain falls with no mercy drowning out all the things that matters
Clouds become so dark now making shadows even darker
When the storm clouds fade out I will never be your martyr
You will never have your martyr!