From Here On Out - Hopeful Lyrics

Why
Am I this way
Useless
Like a paper weight
I try to forget
It was never worth it
I'm losing my shit
Over something I said
Calling it quits
For last time
Should've been the last time
Hoping that I'll be fine
Holding on for dear life

I find it hard to say
I find it harder to stay
I find myself in the place I once was

Maybe
I should learn to read the room
Instead of getting caught up in a
Shade of dark blue
Maybe
I should try to stay focused
To keep from feeling hopeless

I can't see
Your light is blinding
Don't count on me
Don't count on

ME!

Push and pull to compromise
Try to see through bloodshot eyes
I know
I'm through
But still I'm stuck

Maybe
I should learn to read the room
Instead of getting caught up in a
Shade of dark blue
Maybe
I should try to stay focused
To keep from feeling hopeless
I'm always f*cking hopeless