Forrrest - Friability (Prod.Somber) Lyrics

Ive come to term with the demons that haunt me in life
I take em to dinner but still disconcern their vadility carve me a knife
From the bones of my enemies
I feel deformed not physically but in my mind
Still dont think im alive
Im a storm that dwindles to pitifully die
Into friability

I am just an illusion a shell im a lie
A protrusion that lasted too long for its time
A delusion to entropy steady decline
Into madness tanscendency
End of my mind and
Im scared of living but im scared to die
Im just scared of everything im scared of life
And i seem to scare people when i glare my eyes and that doesnt fare well with the mirror
One side cracked and the other side seethrough
Wear white clothes just so you can see the bleedthrough
Beast to the weak but im weak to the strong in comparison i go from hot sauce to pea soup

And in any moment that could reach you
I drop hints like bombs out of a B2
That life is short but ill shorten it if i need to
Cause every f*cking breath is agony to me
It leaves me staggered in defeat
It leaves me hazardous
Getting lost in the laberynth
Seems awfully cavernous
Burn it down like an anarchist
Personality cancerous
F*cking scattered and slanderous
Shattered all of the cameras
A lot like a maverick

I dont have any real friends
Bet ill be alone until the real end
Not even complaining im just saying how i feel man
Someone hearing this gonna be shocked like an eel
Stand up on edge and teeth grind to the heel
But i dont really give a f*ck about you
And i never did
Just another f*cking number to
Get me out my head
Dont give a f*ck enough to cut loose
Even when im dead
Just know that i dont love you

I dont give a f*ck about myself do how coukd you compare
Everyday im really just praying that i fall down the stairs
But no amount of pain could delay the stares
I hope you get it when im famous no change to spare
Got my mental state looking like it was mauled by a bear
But i dont really have no problems its not that fair
Been a year since i droped out gone nowhere
And I'm drunk as f*ck and drinking its not that rare
To see me always smiling
Constantly hiding
And if you hear this wanna buy me
Dont surprise me
Cause i dont fill it with lies
Like most of what i see
(Cause i dont fill it with lies like most of what i see)

Ive come to term with the demons that haunt me in life
I take em to dinner but still disconcern their vadility carve me a knife
From the bones of my enemies
I feel deformed not physically but in my mind
Still dont think im alive
Im a storm that dwindles to pitifully die
Into friability